Hmmmm...Been Wondering?

addie

as usual lar...addie cannot hear her phone ringing.
so i'll just have to say this here.

i wish u all the best
i wish u all the love
i wish u all the beauty
i wish u all the strenght
i wish u all the courage
i wish u all the hope
i wish u all the faith
i wish u all the fun
i wish u all the happiness
i wish u all the lamenest
i wish u all the mellowness
i wish u all the joy
i wish u all the good movies
i wish u all the good food
i wish u all the health
i wish u all the nice slippers away from drain water
i wish u all the accident free highway days
i wish u all the stress free un-scenic route drives
and i wish u all the jeska will think of what to eat days.

i think if i counted correctly there is 19 wishes.
i use to have to wish myself those every year.
but i don't need to nw right except for the few last one lar... cos it all came true in the form of u lar addie..duh...
so enjoy ur day..i noe u are hence the not picking up phone part lol.
thanks for being a friend and a great one too.
i'll hang with u soon k.
miss u.
love u.
take care.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADDIE !!!!!

posted by Hmmmm..been wondering? @ 10/31/2006 11:18:00 PM 0 comments

its alive!

yea yea
my internet connection is back
after one freaking week..
and i was the one who fixed it wakakakaak
the computer dinasaur.

i've come to the conclusion that every time my elder bro comes back home'
disaster is bound to happen either before he arrives or after he arrives or both...
sigh...
probably like 10 fishes died 2 days before he arrive back....
grandma starts.... occupying the kitchen and whoever that steps in gets the ultimate...tatatata scolding duh...she was probably creating a hurricane inside...hurricane ah mah.
not tat i'm complaining...i dun have to cook and i get good food.
Mum get anxious and so does dad.
small kid get extremly irritating by asking non-stop when his bro is arriving...sum what like the donkey...lol ...
And me...arghhh too much noise and hassle...

So u would think that after he is gone everything is goin to be back to normal..
oh nooooooo......
after he left
the comp screwed up...
the internet went kaponk
grandma keep insisting i call him everyday after that

to think that its already like that with him,
hmmmm lol i'm lmao thinking
what will my lil' bro's life be aFter i leave for that s'pore place.
wakakakakakaka
imagine the Tan household's only daughter gone......
lalalalalalalala i can't wait.
oh yes i'm gleefully rubbing my hands together now.

ooo i'm quiting my job to bum more at home.
dad is happy...i wonder why...
lalalala i rawk!

cheers!

posted by Hmmmm..been wondering? @ 10/10/2006 06:41:00 PM 0 comments

hateshinaku tooi sora ni

i like jap song.
i'm posting.
yay!
it shows that i'm bored
and lifeless
this makes my post looksd longer ne..
my keyboard is working.
my life is okay.
the stupid passport department ppl
SUCKS.
my bro is coming back = good food for june to eat.
therefore also = less attention from parents
which is really
good.no fun bumming when i dun get the
TV to myself.
some lame noisy taiwanese hokkien show is on.
gramma's cooking smells great.
i'm hungry.
yay this is sooooo random.
there u have it. i'm done
yippie . here to a nice song.
the singer sounds drunk.
but i love it.

In the endless sky ( of cos its translated not by me )

in the endless far sky, there is only the feeling of "thank you"
as if reaching out, i'll spread my arms and laugh.

little and fragile pieces of life, you and i,
are holding them one by one

the light of truth will increase its brightness,
wipping away darkness, your heart will illuminate the future

let's promise one thing : i'm alive here,
it great to still be so,
a pure white color that seems to glare,

before long my thoughtsd will soon arrive at its destiny
and find its limitless strenght

i seek for truth, even if i get battered by sadness
even on a night which all seems lost

impulses are born within the quiet times
your determine heart willchange everything

lets promise one thing : i'm alive here
it great to still be so
a pure white colour that seems to glare

before long, my thoughts will arrive at its destiny
and find its limitless strenght.

In the endless far sky.

vocals by - the stand up.

yay done finished
keyboard mad again.
shall go away now. bye

posted by Hmmmm..been wondering? @ 9/27/2006 12:21:00 PM 0 comments

i'm taking a break

my keyboard is all acting up again.
so, i shall take this opportunity to announce that,
this will be my last entry for this year.
Yes, i will not be posting anymore,
until i get my arse to singapore, only till then i will re-blog.
Fear not ppl lol...i will not 'pupus' on u all.
Just need a break.
shall keep in touch thru msn.
and yes i will drop a few lines of nonsences on ur shoutbox.
take care ye' all.
Miss u all so so much....and i know u miss me more lol :p
MWAH!!!


Don't walk in front of me,
i may not follow,
Don't walk behind me,
i may not lead,
Just walk besides me and be my friend forever.


we go our own way,
find our own path,
keep one another in our own heart,
all the best i sincerly wish!

posted by Hmmmm..been wondering? @ 9/20/2006 04:21:00 PM 0 comments

.......bleh

jesze and i....miss u so so much!!!
thanks for everything!!!

just realise i have not updated since after jess's farewell party.... just wasn't in the the mood too.
Anyway just heard from jess today and she is doin fine.. so glad that she has some really helpful seniors. YOU RAWK ON THERE BABEZ !

well life quite monotonous, so there is really nuttin to blog about... even if there was some events that happen in the previous week, i've already forgotten the details....
its just kumon, doing sat 1, tv, books, oh ya cooking how can i forget ...bleh

addie and alan drove down to klang yesterday... love u two sooo sooo much !!!
and it has to rain in the morning...so we had our delayed bak kut teh :
hot tea and hot fragant herbal soup while the rain pour outside is great when u have ur best buddies with u.
We just sat there and talk nonsense..how about how jess's lugage is bad luck, about how help coll sucks lol, about how 'GREAT' klang is wakakakaka....

me klang driver then toke them around the most 'happening' place in klang... past the
oh- so- famous hospital besar which only glamourised klang even more..then to the notorious klang city center and had cendol there.

and as for addie......try driving in klang for long...and i promise u'll become 'almost' mad too...join the club.
tats all fer today, i'm gonna sit and think about saturday
maybe ya fellows can help me out ey
shud i go for addie's lil party in lake club and get a big big appreciation hug from her
or
sit at home and wait for addie to come and give me a big big slap
(i like this choice better) wut do u think addie..at least i still see u without getting my butt anyway..nyek nyek..june loves ya. mwah...

posted by Hmmmm..been wondering? @ 9/07/2006 12:50:00 PM 0 comments

photos.....drool over it ppl

kien the pimp with addie n i
jin,gracie,addien i.... we look okay for now
hmmmm we all look drunk and hot........lol
...........we all look pweeety........bleks
addie, grace, june, jin, alan, jesze luv u
awwww loook at us.......... life is good with u babezs!

tats all fer today folks......
i promise u more SOON k....
love you all and u know who u are...
nerdette, that girl, little dwarf and of cos fat guy who don't read my blog.....
mwah

posted by Hmmmm..been wondering? @ 8/24/2006 01:45:00 AM 0 comments

the worst and best

Today had been a weird, inspiring, sad, shock, annoying, grateful, thankful, regretful, dissapointing, wonderful day.
Went to piramid with sarah n both our mums to get sarah's stuff fer her new college...
Went to college to get my results.
My parents are the coolest, most understanding, most supportive( okay, maybe not in evrything lol), loving ppl in the world!!!! MumMY, PAPA I LOVE YOU!!!! THANKS !!!!

you see urs truly was really upset about her result... and did not want to tell anyone..
and mum say, its okay..... u can tell when ur ready..and she din ask anymore bout it.
dad says : its no bigger.. i din do well for my A'levels those days, urs is better than mine..who will care......

i do, i just wasted 20k of urs and i din do really well, at least gor gor got a scholarship, i'm aimless in life.
And he said something tat made me cry,
wat the heck are u worrying about, money spend was okay, see wat u gained, u made some REALLY GREAT FRIENDS issin it ? tats wat that will get u thru life. not ur results..
Eh u enjoy ur life, ur still young... relax.

It really hit me hard...yes i've gained, friends tat no amount of A's' , high honours or distinction can replace them.... yeap, its painful and regretful that all my hard work(well at least for the few weeeks b4 the exam) did not get me wut i expected...but i had fun, learnt new things, meet a great mentor..........yes and without a doubt i shall repeated it over and over again GREAT EXTRAORDINARY FRIENDS.


thanks for driving all the way to college to comfort me and just to accompany me,
thanks for always manja'ing' me,
thanks for staying up LATE even when ur damn sleepy to push me harder to study,
thanks for always hanging out with me,
thanks for all the reassuring hugs,
thanks for driving me around,
thanks for the starbucks,
thanks for the encouraging and comforting words,
thanks for bitching with me ( lol ),
thanks for always deciding where we shud eat ( seriously damn grateful for this ),
thanks for letting me be myself.

Goodness don't think the list can end because i'm goin to stick to u ppl 4eva lol...
aiya i better stop........ hehehe erm goin sound really corny later if i continue.
You all know who u are..so accept this oscar worthy speech lol... blek
Hey thanks fer calling me when i needed it the most.
And Jesze, yeah we'll go sky diving,rafting,bungee together..at least its a more happening way to die..........just kidding...........

okay enuf......u can all scram now........ ChEeRs!

posted by Hmmmm..been wondering? @ 8/08/2006 11:18:00 PM 0 comments